peccatore: (honour thy father and thy mother)
Marco Evangelisti ([personal profile] peccatore) wrote2025-07-05 01:46 pm

Marco's Heart



You find yourself in a bright white, circular room. It's nearly empty; too bare, almost clinically so. But the bareness of it means that what is visible here stands out:

A podium in the center, where a familiar figure sits, head buried in his hands. Three paths running from the podium to three different spots near the edges of the room - not corners; circles don't have corners - where three doors leading seemingly nowhere stand with no regard for their complete lack of structural support.

It doesn't take you long to figure out where you are, does it? You only have to decide where to start.
nevercaught: (sleepy friend)

[personal profile] nevercaught 2025-07-28 12:03 am (UTC)(link)
Jarlaxle sits back down next to him.

"Do not be sorry," he says softly. "I am not angry at you. I want to help you, so that you no longer wish to die, but I don't understand your religion and I suspect there are more things about your world I still do not get. So I have not been very good at helping you so far. But I do like you, Marco, and I do not think any revelations about your misdeeds will change that much—and I would be very happy if you decided that it might be worth it to live after all."
nevercaught: (explaining)

[personal profile] nevercaught 2025-07-28 07:44 pm (UTC)(link)
"Hence why you hoped another would do it," Jarlaxle guesses, nodding.
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[personal profile] nevercaught 2025-07-28 10:11 pm (UTC)(link)
Jarlaxle nods.

"You can show me or tell me the other things that have brought you to this pass when you are ready," he says. "I can wait for you to get your equilibrium back. I did mean it when I said that I do not think that there is anything you can show me that will make me despise you. I have too much blood on my own hands and too many mistakes in my past, even in just the things I remember, to condemn you without being the very worst hypocrite. I do not know if that this is something that helps, mind you. But it is something that is true."
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[personal profile] nevercaught 2025-07-28 11:05 pm (UTC)(link)
"Be my guest," Jarlaxle says, not bothering to leave the ground by Marco.
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[personal profile] nevercaught 2025-07-29 06:01 am (UTC)(link)
"Go on, then," Jarlaxle says, leaning back in his chair.
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[personal profile] nevercaught 2025-07-29 04:41 pm (UTC)(link)

"Oh," Jarlaxle says. "So that is how you planned to die. I could see the deathwish in you after spending so much time with Zaknafein and later Artemis Entreri, but I was unsure of the method. And it is clear that you hate what you are—the things you showed me in the other door, with the phantoms of your madness, made that very clear. So you thought to incite violence against your kind, hoping to eventually be swept up into it. A vampire lord is a powerful creature and is not likely to be taken down by a single warrior however strong—and like with my friends before, your instincts towards life would fight against your longing for death—but a group of warriors, a party... or many parties, as it would be. It would work."

He says this thoughtfully, but if he is judging Marco for this, he keeps such things out of his voice.

"Was Kaphlar's exposure of you that I saw before pre-planned? It did not quite feel that way to me, and you did express the wish to kill him, but perhaps that is only because he is the kind of person that invites such things."

nevercaught: (explaining)

[personal profile] nevercaught 2025-07-29 09:37 pm (UTC)(link)
"In my world you might be called such—but even vampire spawn can be formidable when faced alone."
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[personal profile] nevercaught 2025-07-29 09:47 pm (UTC)(link)
"What is the point?"
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[personal profile] nevercaught 2025-07-29 10:21 pm (UTC)(link)
"Was Kaphlar exposing you pre-planned and he only went about it in an extremely irritating way? Or was it him derailing the plan, like one might a mine cart?"
nevercaught: (explaining)

[personal profile] nevercaught 2025-07-29 10:27 pm (UTC)(link)
"Hence your desire to kill him," Jarlaxle concludes, nodding. "Well, that and his particular personality."
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[personal profile] nevercaught 2025-07-30 02:46 am (UTC)(link)
"My offer to do it for you is still on the table," Jarlaxle informs him.
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[personal profile] nevercaught 2025-07-31 03:38 am (UTC)(link)
"I won't insist," Jarlaxle says, with a shrug. He understands that you don't.