I'm very sorry about what happened But as far as her followers are concerned, the answer to that question doesn't matter either way.
I don't want to hurt anyone and, again, I made mistakes. But when it comes to these matters, I can't give away critical information to the enemy. You understand.
[Judai takes a moment to figure out which parts he wants to reply to. He nearly sends a seething message at the apology but eventually the teary-eyed man just types what's necessary.]
Yes it does matter. If it's information on the nature of the Fog, it's important! Her powers or anything. Anything to hint at how to go home!
Why the fuck do we have to be enemies? I don't understand. Thats the whole fucking point why I'm messaging you.
Do not have me mistaken for a traitor or a double agent.
But don't have me listed as a crazy, mindless follower as well.
As much as I love the Fog, I understand that she's just... not human. She's a force who struggles to emphasise with our emotions. She's careless and destructive at times to and takes pleasure in dominance.
I'm a follower because I see my partner and myself in the Fog. I want to help her. And I want to show her that she doesn't have to keep stealing people to share her 'gifts'. I want to give people the choice to stay here or go home.
And I can't fucking do that if she's lost her trust.
[Marco doesn't know how much of this he can believe. Maybe it's all lies, all tailored to him, all trying to get him to lower his guard and share what he knows.
And yet, as much as he wants to err on the side of caution, there's a part of him that wonders whether that caution is too extreme, or even whether it's the exact kind of sentiment that has made him hurt so many people in the past.
... Ultimately, his decision is made easier by one simple fact:]
Okay.
I wouldn't blame you if you don't believe me, after how I first reacted But the truth is that we couldn't get a single thing from that log.
[Judai stares at the response for a long time. He stares with dark eyes, mind reeling as he tries to process the simple lines. He tries to rationalise it in his head. He does several times before he responds.]
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You hurt a lot of people with that performance.
Me especially, but I don't expect you to care.
Answer my questions.
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Marco takes a deep breath. He won't waste his time explaining that he does, in fact, care - chances are Judai wouldn't even believe him.]
Unfortunately, I can't tell you anything.
sorry for the delay
no worries!
But as far as her followers are concerned, the answer to that question doesn't matter either way.
I don't want to hurt anyone and, again, I made mistakes.
But when it comes to these matters, I can't give away critical information to the enemy.
You understand.
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Yes it does matter. If it's information on the nature of the Fog, it's important! Her powers or anything. Anything to hint at how to go home!
Why the fuck do we have to be enemies? I don't understand. Thats the whole fucking point why I'm messaging you.
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Don't get me wrong, but I'm not sure why you're so concerned about any of that if you're one of her followers.
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But don't have me listed as a crazy, mindless follower as well.
As much as I love the Fog, I understand that she's just... not human. She's a force who struggles to emphasise with our emotions. She's careless and destructive at times to and takes pleasure in dominance.
I'm a follower because I see my partner and myself in the Fog. I want to help her. And I want to show her that she doesn't have to keep stealing people to share her 'gifts'. I want to give people the choice to stay here or go home.
And I can't fucking do that if she's lost her trust.
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And yet, as much as he wants to err on the side of caution, there's a part of him that wonders whether that caution is too extreme, or even whether it's the exact kind of sentiment that has made him hurt so many people in the past.
... Ultimately, his decision is made easier by one simple fact:]
Okay.
I wouldn't blame you if you don't believe me, after how I first reacted
But the truth is that we couldn't get a single thing from that log.
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Couldn't or didn't?
As in... The Fourth won't share what you got?
There has to have been something. No way
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He would have told us if there had been.
This ordeal was completely pointless.
I'm sorry.
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There can't be nothing. She wouldn't have been so mad.
No No No No No No No No No
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I'm not able to help you.