He looks like he might be old enough to think it's embarrassing. In the picture I mean. His hair got so long. He cut his bangs off with the kitchen scissors once. He had to wear a baseball cap for months until his hair grew out even again and by then he was so attached to the cap he didn't want to quit wearing it.
It's there. It has to be there. If I can get bits and pieces I have to be able to get the rest of it, right?
[Oh, yep, there it is. There's that anxiety he knew would show up sooner or later, cutting through his calm horror and scattering the thoughts he's already having trouble keeping in order. What if he can't get the rest of it? He shouldn't be able to. He burned away the neural connections with months of heavy radiation.]
I have to be able to get it back Marco he was the best thing I ever made.
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It's there. It has to be there. If I can get bits and pieces I have to be able to get the rest of it, right?
[Oh, yep, there it is. There's that anxiety he knew would show up sooner or later, cutting through his calm horror and scattering the thoughts he's already having trouble keeping in order. What if he can't get the rest of it? He shouldn't be able to. He burned away the neural connections with months of heavy radiation.]
I have to be able to get it back Marco he was the best thing I ever made.