... Both. [She doesn't look... ashamed? So that's a good sign here.] I didn't... I never really thought about my. Um. Preferences before. I never needed to.

[She manages to pry one of her hands from around her mug, but all she does is run it down her face before bringing it up again to run through her leafy "hair".]

I hope it's not obvious. The last thing I want is for her to find out.