[Unfortunately Marco isn't wrong. Susan seems to have many allies that would kill him one after another if given the chance. There aren't people here that would do that for him. And he can't fight everyone on his own.
He would if he could. But with the limitation on Killer Queen... it's too much for one person.
But he also can't just let people do this to him. That isn't right either. But he doesn't really have too much time to dwell on it because Marco brings up the ever interesting thorn in his side.
What matters is what Marco is saying. And it's... it's curious and it forces him to pause and think which had to be the intent the squid was going for.
The memories from the dreamscape are hard to collect and his feelings about Josuke are cloudy at best but there is one absolute truth he knows and can correct when it comes to this statement that's just been brought forth.]
Josuke does not care about me. And neither do you. No one does. That's sort of the problem, is it not? I have a host of enemies... and no friends. Which is fine. [After what Susan posted on the network... after all that's been said and done and seen... Lucius and Draco (Mitsuhide as far as he knows is in prison.) There isn't a single soul on his side.
The very cult he joins can't be bothered when Fog followers kill you so...
It's of no great matter. He's been all alone his whole life and now that he has Killer Queen back there really isn't any need to feel miserable about the way things are.
At this thought the stand gently nudges at him, his own consciousness reconfirming the pink cat's existence. It is real and here in this horrible hell scape of a world. This is all he needs. He doesn't need fixing or lectures, and he certainly doesn't need friends especially if the goal of these "friends" is for him to be anything other than this version of himself who is trying so very hard to be happy.
He tugs at one of his loose bangs wishing very much he still had that elated feeling in his chest and that he hadn't run into Marco. Nothing that's been said here was worth a fraction of his time. And there is very little that can ever be said that will make him change the way he is. There are very few people in this world that have the power to do that and he's quite sure Marco and Josuke are not those people.]
What I want and what you and Josuke want are two very different things and therefore I'm not interested. Your intentions seem admirable but they're most certainly not for the right reasons. They're not for me. They're for you. They're so I don't become some kind of threat to our cult. But not once were they for me. And I know exactly what Josuke wants... He wants me dead. And that's what he's gotten, a few times now. Unfortunately for him it doesn't seem to stick.
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He would if he could. But with the limitation on Killer Queen... it's too much for one person.
But he also can't just let people do this to him. That isn't right either. But he doesn't really have too much time to dwell on it because Marco brings up the ever interesting thorn in his side.
Josuke.
He has a message from the boy in his inbox that says Josuke had come and taken his two of cats while he was asleep. Interestingly enough he and Josuke just spent some time together. The boy has become a poodle monster and it's truly a hilarious situation. He found Josuke in his trash out back. Less amusing was giving him a bath and combing out his fur because he wouldn't just stay in the apartment upstairs like a good dog and he had to be down in the café-- None of this matters.
What matters is what Marco is saying. And it's... it's curious and it forces him to pause and think which had to be the intent the squid was going for.
The memories from the dreamscape are hard to collect and his feelings about Josuke are cloudy at best but there is one absolute truth he knows and can correct when it comes to this statement that's just been brought forth.]
Josuke does not care about me. And neither do you. No one does. That's sort of the problem, is it not? I have a host of enemies... and no friends. Which is fine. [After what Susan posted on the network... after all that's been said and done and seen... Lucius and Draco (Mitsuhide as far as he knows is in prison.) There isn't a single soul on his side.
The very cult he joins can't be bothered when Fog followers kill you so...
It's of no great matter. He's been all alone his whole life and now that he has Killer Queen back there really isn't any need to feel miserable about the way things are.
At this thought the stand gently nudges at him, his own consciousness reconfirming the pink cat's existence. It is real and here in this horrible hell scape of a world. This is all he needs. He doesn't need fixing or lectures, and he certainly doesn't need friends especially if the goal of these "friends" is for him to be anything other than this version of himself who is trying so very hard to be happy.
He tugs at one of his loose bangs wishing very much he still had that elated feeling in his chest and that he hadn't run into Marco. Nothing that's been said here was worth a fraction of his time. And there is very little that can ever be said that will make him change the way he is. There are very few people in this world that have the power to do that and he's quite sure Marco and Josuke are not those people.]
What I want and what you and Josuke want are two very different things and therefore I'm not interested. Your intentions seem admirable but they're most certainly not for the right reasons. They're not for me. They're for you. They're so I don't become some kind of threat to our cult. But not once were they for me. And I know exactly what Josuke wants... He wants me dead. And that's what he's gotten, a few times now. Unfortunately for him it doesn't seem to stick.